I can’t wait for your downfall.
I hate to think this way. This is not me. But this is what you have caused me to become.
Everyday, I find out something new about you. And I realize I never knew you at all. Every, single , thing that came out of your mouth was a lie. I found out today what October 7th actually means to you. I realize how you lied to me telling me it is a day nobody would know where you are and that you would just run away. Well, part of it is true I guess. Just that, you would run away with your girlfriend.
I can’t wait for you to experience immense pain. Since you don’t know what pain is.
I find myself fighting a losing battle. How I had been so stupid to jeopardise my education for a muthafarker like you. How I had been so stupid to jeopardise my friendship for a bastard like you. I could have walked away at Cantonment Complex that day. I wish I had. Atleast then, you would have experienced a bit of pain. But I didn’t. Once again, I had relieved you of pain.
I’m trying so hard to concentrate now. I’m trying so hard to grow out this phase and move on. I have one last chance to prove myself in life, now that I know the truth about you. And I find myself falling back each time I try to move on.
I told you about everything I had gone through. Yet, you did the exact same thing that what guys did. Just that yours was worse. A lot more worse. Now, you’ve caused me to become this completely inhuman person who is void of all feelings. I don’t want to trust anybody now.
For all that you have done, I can’t wait for your end to come. I can’t wait.
